My decision.

I have decided to be in this way.
I mean, to ALWAYS be.
With Allah wills. :)

It may be to early for me, to talk about this.
About love? about marriage?

oh man, like seriously. Awal lagi kot--

tapi tak apa kot kalau nak fikir-fikir dulu. :P
JUST IN CASE, anything might be happened someday--
i have done well preparation to face any upcoming possibilities.
Who knows? hihi

Well, ppl changed. some ppl might not seeing me as a better MIZA.
but me-- yes i am. i could see myself changed.

tak kira la dari segi size gemuk kurus gedempol tinggi pendek ke apa--
tapi aku rasa i know myself better kot.

I have a senior, who get married at an early age. (even before she finished her studies)

She sent me something through whatsapp which is about LOVE.

Its not that she asks me to be in love, but she tells me more about the true love, in Islam.

Well, i may be not knowing about this since before, but at least i am learning step by step. takpayah nak gelojoh sangat la kan?

after reading such a long text (tapi sangat berpekdah)
i asked her, "apa perasaan kawen awal?"
and the answer is " indah dik, indah cinta lepas nikah"

Subhanallah, i could feel it is the best feeling ever.
I want that too :( and i am waiting for it.